So today I went to bornemouth which for the record was pretty awesome not gonna lie! However! I feel as though I need an outlet for these feelings of Anguish I've had recently, I have as of late felt myself becoming more and more disconnected from the people in my life who mean the most to me. Whereas I realise that they are only a text/phone call away, and I realise how close they are, yet it feels they may be as good as a hundred million miles away.
It is true that I realise this is all in my head, it's that negative voice that ebbs away at you, tells you to constantly focus on the negative, I thought I had eliminated that negative voice.